I had a real mom moment when I went to the dentist the other day. I for sure thought taking Lex would be no big deal cause he is a good baby. When you think that, they aren't good anymore. The whole entire time I was in the dentist's chair he screamed. The office lady offered to take him. I said sure, what did I have to lose. She said he was wet, but I had just changed him. whatever. Anyways she wanted to change him and I really couldn't say anything cause I had the dentists hands in my mouth. She changed him and he was still crying. I just felt like a bad mother. I guess that is why I don't go out as often as I should. In fear of my child misbehaving. I'll just deal with it, every mother has a bad day, RIGHT?? Oh well, that is the last time I take him to the dentist. It is sad that he already doesn't like the dentist office.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Being a Mom
I had a real mom moment when I went to the dentist the other day. I for sure thought taking Lex would be no big deal cause he is a good baby. When you think that, they aren't good anymore. The whole entire time I was in the dentist's chair he screamed. The office lady offered to take him. I said sure, what did I have to lose. She said he was wet, but I had just changed him. whatever. Anyways she wanted to change him and I really couldn't say anything cause I had the dentists hands in my mouth. She changed him and he was still crying. I just felt like a bad mother. I guess that is why I don't go out as often as I should. In fear of my child misbehaving. I'll just deal with it, every mother has a bad day, RIGHT?? Oh well, that is the last time I take him to the dentist. It is sad that he already doesn't like the dentist office.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
This is my first
Well, I finally did it. i never thought I would I mean who wants to hear what I have to say or tell about myself. I guess Jen pushed me over to the blog side. Once again today is a day I don't get dressed and i hang out in shorts and an oversized t-shirt. Which seems to be most of my days. Why get dressed when the baby will just spit up on you and then you change your clothes like 3 times. Lex is a sweetheart but he seems to know when I actually get dressed. Not to sound pathetic, but why get dressed if i have no intentions of going out? i guess i am extremely lazy. I watched an old high school video tape yesterday and was sad. I miss good old high school times, also I was beautiful and thin. I know my husband will still say i am beautiful but 2 pregnancies in a row, i feeling overweight and saggy in all the wrong places. Motivation is what I need. I work out. It is just not consistent enough to actually be working. I keep telling myself whatever i do will help. My goal is to get to 135 by Thanksgiving. Yes, i am announcing it so then maybe it will happen.
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