So, being a mom comes with the good and the bad. I just think of Jen and she is my hero. Sounds gay but it is true. She is so amazing with her 2 boys. I really don't know how she does it. She is going into surgery today and wow, she just keeps going like the "pink" energizer bunny. You just have to know that the bunny is a girl. has to be!
I had a real mom moment when I went to the dentist the other day. I for sure thought taking Lex would be no big deal cause he is a good baby. When you think that, they aren't good anymore. The whole entire time I was in the dentist's chair he screamed. The office lady offered to take him. I said sure, what did I have to lose. She said he was wet, but I had just changed him. whatever. Anyways she wanted to change him and I really couldn't say anything cause I had the dentists hands in my mouth. She changed him and he was still crying. I just felt like a bad mother. I guess that is why I don't go out as often as I should. In fear of my child misbehaving. I'll just deal with it, every mother has a bad day, RIGHT?? Oh well, that is the last time I take him to the dentist. It is sad that he already doesn't like the dentist office.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Well, I finally did it. i never thought I would I mean who wants to hear what I have to say or tell about myself. I guess Jen pushed me over to the blog side. Once again today is a day I don't get dressed and i hang out in shorts and an oversized t-shirt. Which seems to be most of my days. Why get dressed when the baby will just spit up on you and then you change your clothes like 3 times. Lex is a sweetheart but he seems to know when I actually get dressed. Not to sound pathetic, but why get dressed if i have no intentions of going out? i guess i am extremely lazy. I watched an old high school video tape yesterday and was sad. I miss good old high school times, also I was beautiful and thin. I know my husband will still say i am beautiful but 2 pregnancies in a row, i feeling overweight and saggy in all the wrong places. Motivation is what I need. I work out. It is just not consistent enough to actually be working. I keep telling myself whatever i do will help. My goal is to get to 135 by Thanksgiving. Yes, i am announcing it so then maybe it will happen.